Mix Feeling

I was once so determine that I won't care if you are dead or alive, even if you were to die I won't pay my last respect to you on your wake. Cause you simply don't know how to cherish yourself when you are given a second chance.

BUT when I got to know your condition is getting bad, admitted to hospital I don't know how to react, basically only mix feeling. Visit you at the hospital? Or ignore you and continue with my determination? To my ZPGY they thought that I bo chap, and yes I want to bo chap but yet I can't bring myself for doing so.

After visiting you at the hospital yesterday, the determination that I always have in mind just vanish and only remembering how closed we used to be. To my dearest friend, knowing that miracle is equal to zero, we will only pray that you have less pain to suffer for your final journey.

Ho Ho Ho... Happy

Finally I'm GRATUATED from my Professional Certificate of Business Management, am no longer 'N' level holder but somebody with professional certificate. Will be merging into Mei's class during the August intake for Diploma in Business Management.

CONGRATULATION TO MYSELF

Darling's 4th Birthday

My darling have 2 celebration for her 4th birthday. 1 on 20th May (eve of her birthday), at school with all the 'xiao peng you' and the other on the 21st May (the actual day) with daddy, mummy and some of daddy's friend and of cos her gu gu and jie jie.

1st Day of Celebration @ School - Bought Macdonal Happy Meal for all her classmate and also the teachers and principle.

On the way to School

1st Cake her all time favorate Barney Cake

Birthday Song singing session from her fellow classmate

Candle blowing (all xiao peng you so anxious to eat the cake)

Finally cake cutting ceremony

2nd Day of celebration @ Chevron Chalet (BANYAN) - with familys and some of daddy's friend for some home cooked fried rich, bee hoon, curry and salted egg prawn (yam, yam, yam) and ofcos BBQ...

The chalet...

Interior...

Some water play before party...

A sweet little swing behind our chalet...

Together with mummy... (my darling smile so sweet, i like this)

All the men trying to get the fire started...

2nd cake Strawberry shortcake cake, choose by daddy...

Posting very sweet with the cake

With daddy...

With mummy...

Happy family...

Making wish... (not sure if she know how, but anyway...)

Trying very hard to blow off the candle...
Finally cake cutting...

At the end, received a few present plus some ang bao. She have enjoyed so much from this birthday celebration, reason for this is also she don't get to really celebrate her 3rd birthday due to her hand foot mouth disease last year. So in a way this will consider a make up for her 3rd years old birthday....

Sob...sob...

Suppose to change to 5 days work week starting from June 09, but have just received news from boss that this might postpone to a later date as regional office say we have to cut AL if we really change to 5 days work week and this not only affect us but all other which is already working 5 days. And is like becos of 7 ppl, all others 20 over ppl have to cut leave also. So as a boss he have to chose to be good or bad guy, being good is we will continue to working 5.5 days so the rest can still enjoy their extra leave, being bad is he insist to change all staff to work 5 day and have leave cut. But in the end he chose to be BAD guy and we continue to work our 5.5 days work week.....

But we can't blame him as he have to yi da ju wei zhong. As advice by him we just endure for awhile more cos if one day regional find we do nothing on every saturday but only wasting resource they will grant us our 5 day work week, so must endure........

For All My Dearest ZPGY...

My Dream Bag

LV Neverfull - Damire

USD700 = SGD1061.27

YEN77,000 = SGD1227.40

Only avaliable in Japan And US (sob, sob)

Longchamp - Quadrille Tote Bag

Price Unknown

Not avaliable in Singapore (sob, sob)

SUPER TL TTL...

It her again, why issit ALWAYS her. Seeing someone quarrel she very SHIOK issit, dame pissed off by her already from now on I will only call her S.O.W (STUPID OLD WOMEN) to my ZPGY no more the normal 1 cos she not fit to be one. And she is nobody to me and i also dont want to be anything to her.

Whenever there is peace she will cook up whatever to make everybody unhappy and always it is other being INCONSIDERATE, NO INTIATIVE and not becos she PETTY, NO BRAIN, RETARTED.

Really dont know why in the world will have such worst people, even the ulgy word in the world will still be so beautiful on her.

Yappy......:)

Had an increment for my confirmation nearly 5% increase, to be exact it should be

4.80756923077%

Whahahaha, never though tat I will have increment cos at 1st it was brought up in the beginning of the year tat this year no increment which means everyone will have a pay freeze but I'm still getting my share.

So much thank you to the one tat put in all his effort for this....

My Dear Friend....

You are just being over sensitive, everything is still the same as before is just tat now a days me and her is too buzy with our work (which is not wrong). If you are thinking the way you are for the secret tat u kept, den u are wrong, do you think me and her is so xiao qi? Be it since u already told us tat we will know it when the time is ripe, so be it since sooner or later we will know. So why bother yourself with this.

And for this tat u have wrote:

If ZPGY can be replace by others so easily then I can tell them now and from here that I don't need you girls at all, I won't call and find you anymore. I can handle every problems myself, alone.

Frankly, so sad to read this. Isn't it suppose to be:

A true friend is to be understanding and not unreasonable.

(moreover we are more den a true friend cos we are ZPGY)

Am not trying to say tat u are unreasonable as we understand your emo problem now, but please always remember UNDERSTANDING.

Darling Update

Recently my darling is so 爱美 tat she like to be dress up and always like to ask "mummy, tomorrow wear wat colour" she even ask wat she will be wearing for sleeping pajamas... And whenever she saw me doing make-up she will say she also wan ‘cha cha'. And when she have the chance to come across shops tat sell toys for make-up she will confirm ask the pa pa to buy w/o fail....

With her new hello kitty hair clip, earring and necklace

Oh... and also the hand held mirror on her right hand